Baha’alotecha
לֹֽא־אוּכַ֤ל אָנֹכִי֙ לְבַדִּ֔י לָשֵׂ֖את אֶת־כַ֤ל־הָעָ֣ם הַזֶּ֑ה כִּ֥י כָבֵ֖ד מִמֶּֽנִּי׃
I cannot carry all this people by myself, for it is too much for me.
– Numbers 11:14 Baha’alotecha
It is striking in Parashat Baha’alotecha that freedom does not instantly create gratitude. Even after miracles, people still feel fear, experience exhaustion and nostalgia for what was familiar. The wilderness teaches us that growth is uncomfortable. Moving toward a better future often means leaving behind what was predictable, even if it was imperfect, it was what we knew.
Moses himself becomes overwhelmed in this week’s Torah portion. He cries out that the burden of leadership is too heavy for one person alone. In response, God tells him to gather seventy elders to help carry the responsibility. The message is timeless: no one is meant to lead, struggle, or journey alone. Oddly, Moses has heard this before from his father in law, Yitro. It would seem that we may not always act on advice given from others. However, when we feel it is from God we are more likely to take note.
Our communities today face many wilderness moments — uncertainty in the world, divisions between people, anxieties about the future. Beha’alotecha reminds us that holiness is not found in standing still. It is found in continuing the journey together, sharing the burden, and trusting that even in the wilderness, the cloud still moves before us.
L’Shalom,

Cantor Paula Baruch
